Istighfar

Astaghfirullahhalazim,,,Ya Allah, aku hanya mampu mengadu kepada Mu,,ak serahkan hidup dan matiku hanya pada mu,,,Ya Allah yang maha agung...hanya Engkau yang benar2 memahami isi hati ak Ya Allah...jangn lah engkau membiarkan ak tanpa redhamu,,,peliharalah hati ku dah tutur langkah serta kata ku Ya Allah..sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui yg zahir dan yang batin,yang ghaib dan yng nyata,,,,ak terima ini sebagai ujian Mu kerna ak tahu Engkau menguji kami kerana Engkau masih pedulikn kami yng selalu berdosa dan hina ini,,tutuplah aib kami,,Ya Allah,,ak meminta terlalu byk,,,kurniakan lah daku teman2 yg ikhlas menerima aku dan ak ikhls menerima dan memahami mereka Ya Allah,,,,amin,,,,Astaghfirullah,,,,,,,,,,,Semoga ak tidk berlaku zalim atas duniamu Ya Allah Ya Rahman,,,

misunderstand

opssssooooo,,,ak tak sngka lak,,aku like2 page mengundang ketidakpuasan hati orng,,,hey,,its mine,,,my facebook,,my wall...can u juz let me do what i want,,i dont disturb u....i did not tagging u,,cammon dear....its my privacy,,,what is wrong??,,,sapa yang lari dy yang salah,,,be professional to completed a task given.....

Its a k3y

di saat2 terakhir untuk menghabiskan sisa2 hidup sebagai pelajar, tggal lg 1 sem je slpas final exam this month, ak bkan phyco, tp manusia dapat membaca riak wajah sahabat yg dikenali sekian lama.. yesss,,,ak yang mulekan maybe, gara2 ak senyap kerana memikirkan kemana ak setelah ini,,,after we going to a program named "HTGYE" by our university, i feel,,that i'm not perfect enough to face the world after graduate, at the same time i see ur face today, u trying to avoid me,i know,,i can read it,i can understand it,,most people need time,,need privacy to think,,deeply think about themself. the wrong face i give to u last day,,i get it back,,,,but,,please,,,dont blame me in front of others, if we have problem,,no one should know it,,,its can break our relationship,people will see i'm guilty. they will see all good in u when u do that,tell others. word are poison which can kill others and ourself of course. you know, i know i'm nothing.but i'm the human too..not too humble but its a kind of a feeling that i have... its me,,my bad perhaps, quiet if i have a problem..not all problem i can tell u friend,,,also to my fiancee...no...its better to save my problem alone,,,because one day if u know my problems,,,it will be a key to destroy me,,,,,its key.....

my fiancee's cousin wedding

hmmmm......anak maksu tunang ak nye wedding rini kat slh satu tempat kat jb...hmmm,,,,ad bapak tdi,,,tp,,,bapak pndng macm tak ske ak je,,,,ak ad buat slah ke??/..ak tahu la tunng ak tu anank dy,tp,,,ak kan bakal menntu,,,nape pndg ak macam ak buat slah je,,,,ye,,aku tahu,,,,dy nmpak selekeh tdi,,akak nye pon tgur,,mesti bapak nye pk ak n dier ad masalh,,,haaaiiihh,,,,,ntah la,,ak nak kate ak dapat baca org tue,,tak la,,tp,,klau dah pndg slack mcm 2,,,spe2 pon mesti la trase,,tahu la ak pkai td cm bdak kg je,,,,,yess,,,exacly,,,,i'm from village tak pandai bergaul ngan orang bndar nie,,,,,tak pandai bwa dri kat tmpat orang,,,yela,,,,ak kan org luar,,mest la rase janggal,,,,ap salah ak pon tak tahu,,,klau tak ske juz say it,,,,jgn pndng ak cam 2.....skit je hati,,,maap la bapak,,,nak luah tak tahu kat spe,,ole cnfirm la akan backup bapak,,,btw,,,ak ngan ayah ak tak mcm 2,,,,ayah never give me huge,,since i'm realize the world...,,,,ntah la,,,,nothing to say,,,,becoz,,its feeling,,,and i know,,my feeling is almost right.....